there's maybe some hope...

Dawn is breaking up
Black Orchid, slowly reborns
Out of the long night...

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Elina...

The distance will never separate us. Our friendship
was, is and will always be true.
Sweden..far away, so far from here...
But not far from my heart.
You'll always have a place there, in my heart !

You're my best friend...
ALWAYS AND FOREVER !

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Come break me down...

Fatiguée
je craque
Désespoir
je me fuis
je me cherche
je te blesse
sans le vouloir
sans doutes
pour ce que je suis
j'ai mal
je me torture
je te torture
sans le faire exprès
donne moi ta main...

Ma douceur,
ma présence,
suis-je à la hauteur ?

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My demise

Illusion
Delusion
Construction
Destruction

We live our lives
hoping for protection
searching for connection
longing for affection

Where is my direction ?

I cry out for more
Bodies falling to the floor

Truth is our deception
Honor our conception
Love our misperception

Spirits lie in wait
drinking our ephemeral hate
I cannot see straight
as I pass through the gate

Falling into beyond
no one will ever respond

Honor's lies
Truth's disguise
Love's goodbyes
Angels' cries
God's surprise

Embracing my demise

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Sorrow...I blame you !

The whole problem is that I care.
I wish I didn't but I can't.
You're a part of my life, and I'm a part of yours.
I'm hurting because I care, it's so easy but so complicated.
I miss you so much, but if you were here, just in front of me, I wouldn't know what to say.
You're a stanger.
I just want to be in your arms, just once !
Why can't I have a father, a family, just like everyone around me ?
I need you, but you're not here.
Like always.
One day, maybe, I'll forgive you for what you've done to me. But what I'm sure of, is that I'll never forget.
I don't trust you anymore.
I don't trust myself anymore.
And that's all because of you.
All these years... all these lies...
I was so young, too young to understand, to react, but now I've had enough.
I just can't hide my scars anymore.
The scars YOU have made!
I'm just done... tired of fighting against a ghost : you.
My sorrow... just too much.
Maybe I deserve it.
Maybe it's my fate.
Who knows ?
I don't...

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