Dad ...

You’re not my dad, not even close, not even a little, not even at all.
A dad is supposed to be in his daughter’s life !
You’ve abandoned me… I was so young, too young.

You’ve cut me out of your life, now you have a new home, you’ve drawn a family portrait, where you smile, but I can’t see me there, I haven’t my place in it.

Sometimes you wanna know how I go, but most of the time you don’t care at all.
You appear and you desappear, and it hurts much more than if you were gone forever.

Please…leave me. I wanna live my life ; I don’t wanna think of you all the time

Maybe one day, I’ll come to you, but not now.
I just need time,
Time to grow, time to forgive, time to be stronger
But especially, my heart needs time to heal.

I love you, that’s normal…
I love my father.
But Hate is growing in me
I can almost say
I hate my dad.
I’m afraid of this feeling, and that’s why I need time …

Love, Hate… so near
Between a dad and his daughter.


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