Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace

A world without fears
I dreamed of it
My world without my fears
I wished for it

But I just realized
It can't come true

My life
My angels
My ghosts
My fears
My tears
My smiles
These are the things that matter to me
They are the things which make me who I am

I must not be ashamed of them
I even have to be proud

I am not afraid to say that I am scared !
Yes, I have fears

I fear being too weak for this
I fear not having enough strenght
I fear losing him
I fear losing his trust in me
I fear losing his love
I fear losing myself again
I fear falling down again
I fear the future

My dream would be
Having a home
My home
A place where I could feel free and secure
A place where I could be myself
A place where I would have the right to break down
A place whre I could be with the people I want to
A place open for lost souls
Lost like me...
A place open for lonely souls
Just willing to find their way

Yes I'm lost
Yes I'm scared
But that's just how life works

Orchidée noire

If there's no breaking, then there's no healing.
And if there's no healing, then there is no learning.
And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle.
But the struggle is a part of life.
So must all hearts be broken ?
Albert Camus